I've neglected the computer for a while and now I've got hundreds of emails to either delete [SPAM] or sort through. That's my mistake.
Thank you, Michelle for being a true friend. I can't possibly be any more grateful that you just came to see me, let alone sort some things out and help me understand that I need to look at things from ALL angles, not just from my view point. That said, I'm sure glad I didn't lose a friend.
Things are getting better for me. The robbery is a vague distant memory, minus the fact that the image does pop in from time to time to visit me. Other things are starting to set themselves straight. It's rather emotional and VERY personal, but I know things will work out for the absolute best in the end. I KNOW we can overcome anything and everything and that's the best part. Even with the kinks, as long as we're willing to talk and talk things through, we'll make it.
I've got to learn to trust that not everyone will screw me over. No one behaves the same. NO ONE! I cannot dwell on the past mistakes of others, to justify what might come of the present and future. Past was past and it's not a road to follow. Also, like Alissa's card said, I've got to "believe in [my]self". Life isn't a fairytale and people don't have scripts. This is life and it is ALL TOO real. Maybe someday soon I will step back and see what a masterpiece it truely can be.
I love with all my heart and that will certainly never change. To my friends, my family, and to the one I absolutely love.