I don't know what it is lately, but I've been really depressed. I know a few things that have caused it, but overall, it's like I can't get my mind off of them.
It might have alot to do with the weather, but it's been going on for a while. I just want bright sun-shiney days, warm weather, and my creativity to spark.
I wish I could do more with David. These days it just seems like we're confined to dinners and indoors. There's not much to do around here, anyways.
School, doesn't really help either, but I'm figuring that I might just have one more semester [including one course over the summer--if it's allowed].
Some good news, my best friend from England from my British school, Cara, found me on Facebook. She's going by Rose now [her middle name]. It's really just now dawning on me how neat the site really is. I haven't seen or spoken to her in well over 12 years.
She still looks the same.
I'm ready for a vacation, warmth, and more time to spend with David.